Emotional Display

2003-06-06T20:42:00.000-07:00

I thought it times I update my fan base *snorts* on my daily doing. Bet you were scared I went on another long holiday weren't you? No? Bugger off then. Can anyone tell I finished with Nuddy Pants yet? I'm trying to be Brit and all but at last I fail. So what have I been doing for the last two days that kept me from feeding you you're daily dose of moi? Got an hour?

Poof (Katrina) swallowed a sock Wednesday, which is a lovely phrase I got from P.Diaries which Kat hates *heeheehee*, meaning she was looking and being all dark and gloomy. Hell, she was depressed. So I being the great friend and all spent the night with her at me Aunt's. We had a nice girl’s night in. She watched X-Men while I got my groovy on in the kitchen. I'm pretty fab. if I do say so myself. I was/am sick but suffer the night and early morning of no sleep because obviously my cousin believes there are gremlins in her bedroom that will knawel her small toes off if she shuts the bedroom door while she plays video games at 7 in the morning. That or she's rude as hell but I love her anyway. The next day I graduated. Hurrah! Yes, it was a GED graduation. I was still sick, dressed in black, and since we brought Gollum (my 3 yr. old cousin’s new nickname) along everyone thought she was the child of Poof and Wet Hen (Kat & Julie, hahahahaha). It was a nice ceremony, not long a boring like my sister’s 8th grade two weeks ago. We had pizza, drove Granny insane with choppy Elephant Love Song, dropped Poof off, and then Stacy & I spent the night with the old Wet Hen. Watched Movie Awards and slept on our make shift bed.

So now I'm sicker, baby-sitting Gollum (she happens to be with Mum at the moment), and feel like some one beat the hell out of me. See if I ever do anything for anyone again! And hey, I might be starting a summer college course the 18th of this month. Yay me!

Congratulations, you're Dallas, one of the stars of Texas.
What US city are you? Take the quiz by Girlwithagun. *snorts* Did I shoot J.R.?

2003-06-03T19:48:00.000-07:00

I'm reading The Nanny Diaries by two funny gals, Emma Mclaughlin & Nicola Kraus. Its funny and very entertaining. I have maybe 30 pages left to read and just started today. Time described it as “[Nanny is] Mary Poppins channeling Dorothy Parker.” Personally I don't think Mary could survived the Xes (yes, that the family last name. Odd isn't it?). Poppins would have snapped and shoved her spoon full of sugar down both the Mr. and Mrs. and kidnapped Grayer ( their son, another extremely odd name, glad I'm not a “city” child). Or at least that's what I would have done. Its full of wit and excellent tips if you ever want to become a nanny, such as it' all about exclamation marks! Ain't that the truth!

I’m off the SW books reading frenzy. Yes, it's true. I have a library Star Wars book unread and the 3rd NJO book I bought left unread as well, right along with Tolkien's The Silmarillion gathering dust on the closet shelf. Mental note to self: Make it a priority to read the damn book you paid 14 dollars for last year. I even wrote a *gasp* short story in 2 1/2 hours! *gasp some more*

Oh, and I didn't go to that college today either. But at least my Auntie fixed my sandals with her hot-glue gun. YAY!

This or That Tuesday @http://this-or-that.org/
1. Cats or dogs? Dogs
2. Butterflies or birds? Birds
3. Horses or cows? Horses
4. Turtles or snakes? Turtles
5. Frogs or grasshoppers? Grasshoppers
6. Lions or tigers? tigers
7. Elephants or mice? elephant
8. Porcupines or aardvarks? porcupines
9. Unicorns or dragons? unicorns
10. Thought-provoking question of the week: You live in a rather dumpy apartment. A friend offers you a chance to be a roommate at a new place s/he is moving into, but they don't allow pets. You have a pet. Do you find your pet a new home and take the new place, or do you keep your pet and stay put? I keep my pet and stay put, unless I can pull of a James Bond type thing and hide my pet from Super.

Sadly, has anyone notice I'm back to posting once a day now?

2003-06-02T19:47:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow I visit a college (the shock!) with my Uncle and his daughter, whom is also planning to attend. She's 21, I'm 17 (just in case you people are new or slow). The problem is she wants me to go to college with her while my other cousin (also a she) wants me to go to another with her. *sighs* Being popular is a pain in the ass. The worse part of it all is I have no idea what I want to be. Once upon a time I wanted to be a vet but after my dog (sister!) died at the vet I’ve hate them, most of them, especially that vet. She tells me one day you can come get your dog tomorrow (I was in 4th, this was a very traumatic part of my life, in all seriousness ) and the next day she' dead! And my parents got me another dog (cocker spaniel) and well it was and still a very traumatic inner demon of mine. Anyway-back on subject- I then wanted to be a writer (still do) but another cousin (my family like rabbits, damnit) asked me what good would writing classes do? I don't know! Maybe I can take over the world! Bad grammar and all!

I' very P’Oed now. Thank you for the wisdom older cousin who finds me lazy without any proof to back her prejudice opinion.

You know a little bit about England. Hey, come visit us sometime! It doesn't rain all the time, really....

And no, you can't have tea with the queen.

How British are you?

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Bloody Hell to this posh tart of a quiz!

Which X2 Character Are You? Yay, Storm.

How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna *sighs*

Take the What Type of Friend are
You? quiz, and visit mutedfaith.com.
[Me.]
Only because I’m his arch-enemy and all. ^-^

2003-06-01T19:47:00.000-07:00

Some of my family & I went and watch Finding Nemo (which I kept pronouncing Nimoy- as in Leonard Nimoy- Spock!) last night. It was such a fabulous film. Fantastic all the way through. Oddly enough there was more adults there then children. 0_0

Today, my posh family and I went to a huge flea market while we were there Stacy stumbled upon three adorable Golden Retriever pups. Note that we already have a Golden Retriever and a German Shepard. But Stacy oddly enough wanted another,more then likely because it was cute. She also wanted to name it Damien, which was not at all likely seeing how I plan to name my future (in the very distant future) son Damien-Blake and it would be extremely odd to name my son after my sister’s dog. But I did not address this to either members of my party because naming unborn children in the distant future isn't very sanely. But I knew she wasn't going to get it (she also wanted a gosling that she didn't get either), never mind it's name. But if she had I'd been dead set on naming it Hobbit and would have gotten my way. Which is a perfect name for a dog, that and Chewbacca.

Survey Says
1. What size is your bed? Full
2. What do you wear to bed? Clothes
3. How many people regularly sleep in your bed? 1
4. Do you sleep with stuff animals? No
5. If you could wake up next to one famous person who would it be? My famous husband :p
6. What would have happened the night before? We collapse in bed, fully dressed, after a long day of taking care of the triplets, our daughter, and the infant twins. ^-^
7.How many people can comfortably sleep in your bed? 2 1/2 (the half being my 3 yr old cousin)
8. How many blankets do you have on your bed? 5 but I’m missing 1.
9. Do you hog the blankets? Yes, and the bed too.
10. When the last time you fell out of bed? Last year but I was horsing around.
11. Do you snore? If my sinus are on strike, yes.
12. How many pillows do you have on your bed? At the moment 3 but my leg pillow on the floor.
13. Do you tend to sleep with the fan on? Yes, which is a bad habit for anyone to require because its almost impossible to sleep with out one.

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Happy June and Goodnight!

2003-05-30T20:02:00.000-07:00

I figured it was about time I update this blog, not because anything special happened (because it hasn't) but because I have nothing better to do.

Right now I’m reading The Honk & Holler Opening Soon. Its written by Billie Letts, the same women (brilliant women) who wrote Where The Heart Is (the book which had a film based upon it with Ashley Judd & Natalie Portman starring). While I’ll admit I prefer the latter book-a Wal-Mart baby has better appeal-this book keeping me interested. I've gotten Katrina (a friend of mine other wise known as Poof!) reading Heart but oddly enough I get the feeling she more interested in beating Dragoon. You, yes, you should read both books and cry along with me for the lack of any others written by this talented (I buy some from you) lady. *shrugs* Fannie Flagg still has one out that I haven't read.

Friday 5@http://fridayfive.org/

1. What do you most want to be remembered for? A famous movie star would be nice but in reality (or as far as reality goes in dreams) one hell of a writer.

2. What quotation best fits your outlook on life?“Then I'll give you just one piece of advice....dying hurts like hell. “~ Heero Yuy (Gundam Wing) I always adored this bit of wisdom from ‘Trigger-Happy’. Quatre although my favorite beau of the show, never had anything smart-asses to say. Shame, shame. He was just to cute to say things like this.

3. What single achievement are you most proud of in the past year? Well I got my GED in my 1st try, the 1st time I was old enough (17) to take it. That or I passed my permit test. *shrugs*

4. What about the past ten years? Riding a bike? Wait I learned that at six.....Never smoked! How ‘bout that. *voice in head reminded me I will die of 2nd hand smoke from family members.*

5. If you were asked to give a child a single piece of advice to guide them through life, what would you say?“Life sucks kid. It waits till we’re not looking and it kicks us in the head till we fall on our asses. But if you reach out for help you’ll find God and someone else who loves you there to help you up.” That or “Gold fish don’t bounce!”

2003-05-15T16:36:00.000-07:00

Miss me? I know you did. Don't lie! It's been over a week since I post but since no one reads this blog it really doesn’t matter much. I live in self-pity, give me a cookie and I'll shut-up.

I finally got around to buying those Star Wars books I wanted and I' be damned, the library went and bought one of them. Of course they did buy the other two books (4th Princess Diary & Nuddy Pants!) I asked for as well. Can't complain too much can I? On the 3rd NJO book now. Normally I had it read in a day or two but I haven' gotten past page 30. I shouldn' have read all those spoilers. I love Anakin Solo and he dies ( yes, I mention this before) half way in the series! *sobs some* I just can' take it. I need a hobby.

Anyone watch the last Dawson Creek episode last night? No? Well I didn't get to watch the last hour but my cousin taped it for me. I never would have thought Jen was the one to die. All month I' ve been saying they' ll kill Pacey off and marry Joey off to Dawson. *shrugs* I got the latter right anyhow. *sighs* But I was a Pacey/Joey fan!

Favorite Love Songs

I'll Be - Ewan McCain
(Everything I Do) I Do It For You - Bryan Adams
Back at One - Brain McKnight
Open Arms - Journey
I Don’t Want to Miss a Thing - Aerosmith
How Do I Live - Trisha Yearwood
Total Eclipse of The Heart - Bonnie Tyler
Elephant Love Melody - Ewan McGregor & Nicole Kidman
Power of Love - Celine Dione
Save The Best for Last - Vanessa Williams
Breathe - Faith Hill
You Are So Beautiful - Joe Cocker
She’s Got a Way - Billy Joel
Wonderful Tonight - Eric Clapton
My Heart Will Go On - Celine Dion
Iris - Goo Goo Dolls
Careless Whisper - Wham!
I Will Always Love You - Dolly Parton :p
Forgive Me - Bryan Adams
I’ll Be Watching You - The Police
You’ll Be In My Heart- Phil Collins

Sheesh, another fangirl. Well, I dont blame you.
How can any woman resist a sexy body, and the
ruggedness that is Wolverine? Hes a loner by
nature, a heavy drinker, and is plagued by
memories of his past...or lack thereof. It may
take time to work your way into his heart, but
when you do, he'll do anything for his woman.
Just be careful, he has a tendency to stab
people in his sleep. ^_^;;

Who Is Your Ideal X-Men 2 Mate? (ladies only)
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2003-05-04T16:50:00.000-07:00

Ugh, I feel absolutely terrible. Some one shoot me. Worse then being sick, I'm all out of Hersey' Hugs! Life just sucks. Or may it' s just my life. I need a new one. Anyone know any good places to buy a new one or slightly used? Maybe I should just go play in traffic now.

Survey Says:
What name do you prefer: “Beautiful Goddess” would do just find. “Boss” or “Your Worshipiness” will work too.
What is your most prominent dysfunction: Every damn thing I say.
Do enemies accumulate: I’ll kill them later.
Naughty Phrase, Please: “You damn dirty ape!”
Prozac? Note to self, refill prescription.

I took the New Jedi Order Character Quiz and All I got was this lousy picture.

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Damn, I want Jaina but Tenel Ka kicks ass too and as a plus she got bloody brilliant red hair! Not to mention a warrior women and Queen to boot.

2003-05-02T21:16:00.000-07:00

Yay, Derby Weekend! *happy dance* Loads of drunken idiots are raiding my home state. Nothing like some horses to bring in the tourist. Honestly, The Kentucky Derby is a pain in the ass. I wish I had a house in Florida, I’d hide out there till this blows over.

I didn't know how weird it really was until I heard Carson Daily talking to one of the local (well local big city, meaning Louisville) radio stations. It's a really weirdo thing when I think about it. All this attention, all eyes & TVs focused on Kentucky tomorrow. Daddy watched the Derby on ESPN last year. ESPN! It just odd...not normal. If I live to be a hundred I’ll never understand what the big deal is. It's just horse running around the track. I'm kinda ashamed of my home state. All we're known for is horse abuse, whiskey, blue grass. -_-;

Ugh, and the whole thing with Marker's Market. It has a cameo in Spider-Man for crying out loud. I live 8 minutes from the place! A load of Australian men asked my mother (much to her delight) for directions to the damn place last year....0_0 Maybe I just live to close to all the insanity so it doesn’t infect me.

Oh, and so you know the Kentucky Quarter lies, there's no damn horse in front of My Old Kentucky Home. :p It would certainly make the place for interesting.

Friday 5 @ http://fridayfive.org/
1. Name one song you hate to admit you like.
Miss. Independence- Kelly Clarkson
2. Name two songs that always make you cry.
Momma (?)- Boyz2Men & Some country song where the dad can't afford to buy his son a car until he' dead.
3. Name three songs that turn you on.
0_0; Brain Fart
4. Name four songs that always make you feel good.
Fancy-Reba McEntire, Hero-Chad Kroger+Josey Scott, Fantasy- Mariah Carey, & (Everything I do) I Do It For You- Bryan Adams
5.Name five songs you couldn't ever do without.
Fancy (again), Hero (again), (Everything I do) I Do it For You (again), Where Would You Be- Martina McBride, It's All Coming Back (?) Celine Dione

Which Disney princess are you ?
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Evil Anakin Skywalker at 19. You don't want all the
evil, just a big bite. Just make sure you don't
bite off more than you can chew.

Which Star Wars Character is Your Soulmate?
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2003-04-29T13:26:00.000-07:00

An early post for today, but I didn't think I'd have time later. I still have some books to finish. I'm trying to drown out Star Trek in the background, My dad such a closet Trekie which is why he doesn't tease me about Star Wars, and listen to my CD player at the same time. So I'm getting a well balance of country music mixing with the voices of Captain Picard(sp.?) & Data. Life so miserable sometimes.

Got my Star Wars/Scholastic Book Club package in. I love those funny looking dice and my Ani poster. My sister gonna just love another Star Wars poster because 3 isn't enough. ;p Over all 2 bucks for all the junk I got it is cheap. Then again so is that Clone carrying case. *kicks cheap plastic thing* The next package is over 10 dollars and I imagine I'll get tired of forking out that much money a month. 0_0 Maybe I just keep the junk and never pay. ^-^ Scholastic deserves it for spelling my last name with an I anyhow.

There’s another Artemis Fowl book coming out May 6 (marking my calendar) which won't get the attention it deserves because Harry Potter comes out June 21. HP might get the more fans but Artemis is a better developed and loveable character. Where Harry's off brooding, Artemis is off kidnapping Fairies and being a cute evil genius. Which is why Artemis could kick Harry's ass any day. Just not in sells. Curse you wizard and your black magic sells!

This or That Tuesday
1. Lying down on the couch, or stretching out on a recliner? lying on the couch.
2. Going barefoot or wearing soft slippers? slippers
3. Eating ice cream, or pizza? ice cream
4. Watching on TV...a classic movie or a reality show? Reality shows are for morons, defiantly a classic movie.
5. Wearing: blue jeans or sweat pants? Blue jeans, shorts actually.
6. A long, soothing bubble bath or a quick, invigorating shower? shower, bubbles are for blowing.
7. Furniture: leather, or something more on the fuzzy side? Leather, cleans quicker. I’ll buy a fuzzy blanket
8. Soft, classical music, or upbeat rock & roll? Ugh, tough choice. Depends on my mood. Rock, I guess.
9. Darkness or light? Light! I’m not a vampire.
10. Thought-provoking question of the week: You get married, or otherwise begin cohabitating with a significant other. S/he moves into your place, but brings with them the UGLIEST chair you have ever seen! You really don't want this thing in your home, but SO says it is the most comfy chair s/he has ever sat in, and no way will they part with it. Do you: grin and bear it, or scheme to get rid of the monstrosity somehow? I’d probably bear it with a grin once I get the thing recover as a surprise to show him how much I love him. Kill two birds with one stone, I’m so evil. But hey if it works...

You are Kusakabe Marron | Kaito Jeanne

You are generous and talented, though often withdrawn. You tend to have just a few close friends, rather than many. You appear very cheerful and enthusiastic, but struggle to keep up with what others expect of you. In the end, your perseverance and sacrifices help you pull through.

Take the "What Magic Girl are you?" Quiz Jeanne? Never seen it. -_-;

What Inuyasha Villain Are You? Damn, I wanted Kikyo. She kicks ass.

Who's Your Anime Boyfriend? Mamoru? Eww...I got a cradle robbing pretty boy that fights with roses. I wanted some one like cutie but psycho Suboshi. ^-^

What Shoujo Mascot Are You? Kero-Chan! He’s so adorable and so am I. Suppi-chan cuter but Kero a cutie too

What Anime Stereotype Are You? I'm a tough girl, thank you very much.

2003-04-28T17:45:00.000-07:00

Nothing worth reporting back happen today, that the story of my life. Nothing good or interesting happens. Since I have a very large lack of social anything in my life at the moment all I have to do is make faces at the shadows on the wall. 0_- I'm such a lonely hermit. Where's my Hobbits?

Seriously , today I went to the doctor, blah, checked out some more Star Wars books from the library because I'm too cheap to buy them myself, came home and read the Young Jedi Knight books I had from the other library, avoid getting sunburned, and hollered at my brother when he threw my flip flop off in the tall-grassy field aka Snake Land. See how interesting my life is? Don't you wish you were me?

Yeah, okay, anyone else played or ever laid eyes of FFVI before? I didn’t think so.

:: how nintendo are you? :: Megaman! I use to love this cartoon, never played the video game, but I loved the cartoon.

:: how jedi are you? :: Aww...ain’t I special. Anyone need a adorable slight annoying 9 yr old Padawan? I promised to kill you as my demon spawn saves my other

2003-04-27T17:45:00.000-07:00

I finished reading the first volume in theNJO (New Jedi Order) yesterday. It's depression but very addictive (I'm on the 2nd novel now) kinda like the Jedi Quest series that got me into Star Wars EU. Chewie dies in the 1st book and, even though I knew it was coming, I about cried. What worse is I've become attach to Anakin Solo (who wouldn't love him) and I know he's doom too. He such an adorable character why does he have to die? *whines* Everyone I likes dies. Kill Jacen. I don't like him as much as the other two Solo children.

There's a long ass survey below. Happy reading.

The Long Ass 50 Question Survey

1. What time is it: 8:35
2. Number of candles on your last birthday: 17
3. Pets: Yes, 3 1/2 (the half meaning a stray we feed)
4. Height: 5'7
5. Eye color: brown
6. Hair color: brown
7. Piercing: My ears pierce once, three times, but the hole magically heals no matter how long I leave the earrings in.
8. Tattoos: I have Inuyasha on my ...of course not.
9. Current residence: Home
10. Been in love: Does the eye candy in tv/movies count?
11. Been in a car crash? No
12. Croutons or bacon bits: Bacon bits!
13. Coffee or ice cream: Coffee is the devils brew, so ice cream
14. Foods?: Chocolate
15. Day of the Week: Saturday or Wednesday, Angel comes on hump day
16. TV show: Angel, Inuyasha, & Dawson’s Creek (TBS reruns)
17. Favorite Flower/ Least Favorite: Magonlia/Cherry Blossom/Peach Blossom/Plum Blossom (haven't made up my mind) as for Least it have to Peonies, they're ugly and attract ants.
18. Favorite drink: Sprite, 7-Up, or Sierra Mist...something caffeine free
19. How many times did you fail your permit and/or drivers test? I passed my permit on my first try and can't take my drivers test until Sept. 0_0
20. Which store would you choose to max your credit out? Barnes & Nobles!
21. What do you do when you are bored?: Complain and brood.
22. What words or phrases do you overuse? Like or Damnit
22. Most annoying thing? People leaving the water running while they brush their teeth.
23. Best thing?: Sleep or Chocolate.....Hayden...Ewan...John....
24. Bedtime?: Bedtime? What is this?
25. Favorite Thing To Wear To Bed: I sleep in the nude. *snorts* What ever long enough in the drawer to cover my ass.
26. God?: Yes, I believe in God.
27. Abortion?: I'm Pro-Life
28. Your most prized and important possession?: Touch my pretty Star Wars posters and I'll kill you.
29. The worst song you've ever heard?: Superman by Emimen
30. Your bedroom like?: Messy but not a fire hazard, yet.
31. Your biggest accomplishment?: Avoiding countless encounters with vicious vipers.^-^
32. Your biggest fear?: Heights or Snakes. Both are terrible.
33. Your family like?: Loveable Monsters...
34. Your favorite thing for breakfast?: Biscuits & Gray
35. Your favorite thing for lunch?: Chocolate
36. Your favorite thing for dinner?: Lo Mein with Sweet & Sour
37. The best thing that happened to you today?: I didn't get sun burn...
38. The worst thing today?: Baby sitting.
39. Who has it easier, guys or girls (why)?: Hmmm...Who has the babies & the period?
40. Who do you hate?: Twinkies! Go to hell Twinkies!
41. Who knows the most about you? God
42. What kind of car do you wish you were driving?: The Budweiser Car, cause Jr. kinda yummy and needs a break. ^_~
43. Who would you like to meet given the chance to see anyone (dead or
alive): Walt Disney or George Lucas
44. Righty or a Lefty: Righty
45. Favorite Color: Purple
46. Favorite Book: Tatoonie Ghost: Troy Denning
47. Favorite Animal: Lil' Bitty Billy Goats!
48. Favorite Cartoon Character: Invader Zim
49. Dream Date: Hayden Christensen ^-^
50. Do You Believe In Love At First Sight?: Yes!

you are "the heroine", you kick ass chick
you. if you're a guy and you got this, buff up
a little hey?

What fairy tale cliche are you?
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you are "shoujo". girly girl doth become
you.

What type of manga are you?
brought to you by Quizilla That's about all I read anyway.

you are a romance novel

what type of book are you?
brought to you by Quizilla Yuck, I hate romance books.

2003-04-25T19:54:00.000-07:00

I had fun driving all over hell and (I’m a permit driver ^-^) scaring my Momma senseless (she hates me going past 35), so bad in fact she is trying to talk my Daddy into riding. He ain't buying. It's not like I'm a bad driver either because I’m not. I haven't killed or mowed down any small animals, children, or elderly people. That makes me a pro, maybe even ready for Nascar if you ask me.

My brother asked me to find him some jokes and we fount this @ jokes.com. I loved it. Read it you will too.

Applying for A Job with the CIA

A few months ago, there was an opening with the CIA for an assassin. These highly classified positions are hard to fill, and there's a lot of testing and background checks involved before you can even be considered for the position. After sending some applicants through the background checks, training and testing, they narrowed the possible choices down to two men and a woman, but only one position was available.

The day came for the final test to see which person would get the extremely secretive job. The CIA men administering the test took one of the men to a large metal door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow our instructions whatever the circumstances," they explained. "Inside this room, you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The man looked horrified and said, "You can't be serious! I could never shoot my wife!"

"Well," said the CIA man, "you're definitely not the right man for this job then."

So they brought the second man to the same door and handed him a gun. "We must know that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances," they explained to the second man. "Inside you will find your wife sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill her." The second man looked a bit shocked, but nevertheless took the gun and went in the room. All was quiet for about 5 minutes; then the door opened. The man came out of the room with tears in his eyes. "I tried to shoot her; I just couldn't pull the trigger and shoot my wife. I guess I'm not the right man for the job."

"No," the CIA man replied, "You don't have what it takes. Take your wife and go home."

Now they only had the woman left to test. They led her to the same door to the same room and handed her the same gun. "We must be sure that you will follow instructions no matter what the circumstances; this is your final test. Inside you will find your husband sitting in a chair. Take this gun and kill him." The woman took the gun and opened the door. Before the door even closed all the way, the CIA men heard the gun start firing, one shot after another for 13 shots. Then all hell broke loose in the room. They heard screaming, rashing, and banging on the walls. This went on for several minutes; then all went quiet.

The door opened slowly, and there stood the woman. She wiped the sweat from her brow and said, "You guys didn't tell me the gun was loaded with blanks. I had to beat the son of a bitch to death with the chair!"
Now didn't you love it too.

Which Star Wars Prequel Character Are You?

Created by PinkPunkerz!

:sighs: The ho again. -_-;

2003-04-24T18:30:00.000-07:00

I'm working on a story and praying as I write it that I have something magical here. I've wanted to be a writer since sixth grade, since I got my hands on a book written by a woman named K. A. Applegate. Her books and series helped me get through a difficult time in my childhood and early teens. When I was sick and home-schooled, away from my friends at school and a normal life.

I remember sitting up late at night, hiding in the bathroom, because my siblings had to go to school the next day, reading Animorphs up past midnight. Applegate captured by imagination and gave me something to look forward to when everything else was dreary and gloomy. She drew me into a world where things weren't right and made me attached to characters that were in more miserable situations then me. And if they could make it work then I could make it work to. Applegate gave me a dream and a purpose. I can only hope that I can write something that will reach out to some one too.

What kinda of enlighten gloom I've written above. See, this is why I named this blog Emotional Display because I'm a sad little girl whose lost her sheep.

Legolas Fangirls Click Here: Go ahead click here already

You are Luthien Tinuviel, the most beautiful of the
Children of Iluvatar. Daughter of Melian the
Maia, the power and nobility of your spirit
could charm the mighty Mandos, keeper of the
dead, and overmaster Sauron, evil minion of
Morgoth. You sacrificed everything for your
love of the gentle mortal, Beren, and took his
doom and the doom of Men upon yourself.

Which Elf chick are you from Tolkien's Quenta Silmarillion?
brought to you by Quizilla Lookie at the pretty picture, which is all I can say because I didn’t get past page 12 of the Silmarillion. -_-; It’s boring.

Even the fact that you giggle at everything proofs
that you're a Cute Princess.

What's Your Princess Style?
brought to you by Quizilla I’m such a cute little princess.

Super Sarcasmo! You're the one with all the witty
wisecracks. We bow before you. Really, we do.

What Weird Quote Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Damn straight.

2003-04-23T12:48:00.000-07:00

Can someone please tell me why women have to go through countless hours of pain for beauty? And for what? To be excepted by a superficial society that bases all their views of “beauty” on things they see on the television. It's ridiculous and barbaric. Why don't men have to shave various parts on their bodies, why don't mean have to wear extremely uncomfortable undergarments? Why do women have look like sticks, be blonde, and have breast the size of Alaska? And men can gain as much weight as they wish and look however they please? Why does the female, whom claims to be smarter then opposite sex, give in to all these foolish, unfair fantasy and expectations?

Explained to me please why almost all the female stars/singers, who are idolized by small girls, run around nearly naked? Why? Because it's it sell. The same reason that the most sexist show, Baywatch, is still on the air. It sells like lemonade in the desert . We let it slip by because deep down in our subconscious mind we store the lies and brainwashing takes it's effect. We stock up on millions of dollars of beauty products in our life times that promise to make us a better person. Well, if make-up and wrinkle cream can make us, girls, better let', dump it on the world and see if it works there first. Leave the plastic life to Barbie already.

*Looks over rant* Wow, and to think this feminist rant came from the pain of plucking my eyebrows. Yes, I'm brainwashed to. But that’s how I felt while I was doing it. God, it get's on my nerves when I catch my Daddy ogling Pamela Anderson and all the other hos on the Telly. And how I wish MTV would just blow up. The only decent thing on that network anymore is Punk'd and I only like it because they showed Justin Timberlake’s true color, pansy ass blue.

Females With a Clue

Michelle Branch
Vanessa Carlton
Mandy Moore
Martina Mcbride
Reba McEntire
Dolly Parton
Star Jones & rest of The View ladies
Natalie Portman
Hallie Berry
Ashley Judd

Ugh, I can't think of any more female in the spot light I admire. It's that a crying shame. The world gone to hell in a handbag. :sighs: At least there is only an hour left until Angel comes on. It will cheer me up.

-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Look I'm rare because I didn't know the answers to cheat. :p

You are Amidala!

Which Star Wars Chick Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Damnit, I'm that craddle-robbing hussy. Okay, so I'm a ho but get pretty dresses and yummy husband.

You are.. UNIQUE! Wow, you are a rare breed. You do
what you want, say what you want, and wear what
you want. Screw labels and subcultures! You may
be considered one of the oddest people in your
school, but you really could care less. What
matters is what you like, and what you like
only. You're a shining star!

The Subculture Label Quiz
brought to you by Quizilla Yea, I'm unique!

2003-04-22T14:03:00.000-07:00

Blah, today was rather boring and icky looking. April is nearly over and we're expecting frost of all things. Not that it matters if all my pretty little flowers die of an ice cold death. The rain already beat the hell out of everything. All the cherry blossoms were knocked off the tree from the last three days of rainy weather. How will April showers bring May flowers if it kills everything now?

On the semi-bright side of things I did realize today I’m the most unselfish person in the world (at least in my world, I don‘t know about yours). I could have walked out of Barnes & Noble today with at least $60 dollars worth of books & CDs, because my Mother gives me everything I want, but I didn’t ask for a single one. The 2nd time this month. :smiles sadly: I’m very proud of myself but sulking none the less.

I’m not the most unluckiest person in the world, I don’t live inside of a Doritos bag or anything (ignore the impossibility of the situation) but I feel I’m missing out on the good life. So I decided, just to cheer myself up (or depress me further), to list the many things in life I want but aren’t getting any time soon. Unless I get a job. :snorts: Or a magic wand.

Things I Would Like You to Give Me

Vision of the Future by Timothy Zahn
The Shadow Trap by Jude Watson
Evanescence’s album
Ayu-Mix Vol. I & II
Ewan McGregor :laughs wickedly:
The Two Tower Soundtrack
Attack of the Clones Soundtrack
A pet fox named Hobbit
My own light saber
John Mayer :laughs some more:
One of those little Billy goats.
A photographic memory
Hayden Christensen :and some more:
Kingdom Heart Soundtrack
PS2
Colin Farrell :uncontrollable now: I feel so much better now.

I am

A cheerful and high-spirited young Chinese girl,
I love to do whatever girls my age like to do, and
gives not much attention to troubles. I'm a fine and
talented wushu master, and dreams that someday
I'll build a biggest amusement park in China.

take Which Tekken Character Are You test!

I love Xiaoyu . She kicks ass! *dances around happily*

2003-04-21T17:07:00.000-07:00

:munches on chocolate bar: Yummy, chocolate and almonds. :licks foil:Chocolate Sushi! on the other hand ain’t so yummy at the moment. :throws wrapper away: Why in the hell can’t I link out more then once? Grr...I hate HTML crap. :sighs: My life so unfair. Damn all you happy people with your happy lives and html skills.

Anyone else watching Dawson's Creek on TBS? No? I knew it. My life is pathetic. I need counseling . :goes off for more chocolate:

Here some internet quizzes I took. Let’s hope they pop up as something other then a broken link.

paranoid

Which Personality Disorder Do You Have?
brought to you by Quizilla :snickers: Paranoid, aren’t we all?

your asshole.

What swear word are you?
brought to you by Quizilla Well, duh. I certainly didn’t need a quiz to tell me I was an asshole. The voices in my head tell me that everyday.

You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves
your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling
he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss
that never lessens and always blows your
partner away like the first time.

What kind of kiss are you?
brought to you by Quizilla WOW, I’m entrancing. That’s new.

cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed

What Sign of Affection Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla AW, I’m so adorable. I feel like cuddling right now.

Aragorn

Who is your Ideal Lord of the Rings (male) Mate?
brought to you by Quizilla It must be true, this is the 2nd quiz were I ended up with Aragorn. Of course I have to have a restraining order put on mother to keep her away from my man.

Psycho. You are overwhelmed by anger. You may even
hate the world and everything in it and you
believe revenge is the way of the world. An eye
for an eye.

How Emotional Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Paranoid & Psycho, I should work in PR.

You're A Bishoujo (Attractive Young Woman)!
You are loved by all, and you know it. You love
the attention you get, because or your sense of
style, and perfect face. Congrats.

What Type Of Anime Character Are You?
brought to you by Quizilla Damn right I’m a Bishoujo (pretty girl)!

2003-04-20T15:15:00.000-07:00

I kinda stole this from Rewritten (the address is rewritten.blogspot.com),Chelle-sama blog, but since I'm such a fan of her fanfiction I don't think it's going to hurt anything. Besides it's not copyrighted or anything and she got a plug. I'll think I post a personality/quizzy thing each Sunday. How does that sound?

1. What does your first name mean?
Grace, Gracious, or God has favor. I've read it also means mother. I think I like “God has favor” the best

2. What does your middle name mean?
Which one? :snickers: Okay, my first middle name means Lioness of God My second middle name means Descendent of a Ruler or something like that.

3.What about the last name
It means something along the lines of Spirit. It's one of those saint things.

4. So, if you were to put the meanings of all your names together, what would it say?
Ummm... Gracious lioness ruling spirit? How about God favors lioness descendant's sprit? It safe to say my parent's weren' t thinking of the meaning of my name when I got named.

5.If you'd been born the opposite sex, what would your parents have named you?
I have no idea, I never really asked or thought about it. My brother is named after my uncle and daddy but my momma wanted to name him Donald Elvis (after her brother and well, the King) so I’m very thankful I'm a girl. I have the sneaky suspicion I would have been given either my brother's name Joseph or been named after my dad and called Junior. :shutters: Thank you God for making me a girl.

6.Names I like?
Hold on to your pants people. I'll be here awhile. For boys I love Damien, Blake, Landon, Ewan, Elijah, Phoenix, Cole, Bowen, Hayden, Sebastian , Sidney, Harrison, Eli, Tobias, & Anakin. Gawd, wouldn't my parents love a grandson named after a Star Wars character. ^-^ For girl’s I adore Eowyn, Elijah, Natalie, Madison, Aurora, Piper, Oriana, Lorelei, Lemina, Yuna, Gwedolyn, Calista, Bo, Avril, Kotori, Tomoyo, & Sakura! :takes a deep breath: Damn, that's allot of names.

Go check out Chocolate Sushi! (chocolatesushi.blogspot.com) I turned it into a special Sunday blog thing.

2003-04-19T19:52:00.000-07:00

Did I mention my dog was sprayed by a skunk today? Don't you just love nature?

2003-04-19T18:45:00.000-07:00

Ugh, too much chocolate in my diet today. Pre-Easter thing at my Grandma's. Too much sun and too many grandkids in one house. :sighs: It will take me a month to recover from the "baby-sitting" today. Not that I mind. My cousins' children are so damn adorable. They'd all be perfect for Kodak commercials. They're that cute.

Being around all those munchkins makes me wonder what my own children will be like. Yes, I wonder these things. Don’t you? Will they be angels or Satan’s spawns from hell? Probably the latter if I’m raising them.

I think I have a Chibi-Usa Complex (Sailor Moon reference). I want to know about my future before it comes. Husband, children, job, and pets included. I already have my wedding planned (don’t all girls by 12) and my children’s names. I think I’ll hyphen all the boys’ names. Like Damien-Blake and Landon-Ewan. Note that I’m © my unborn babies names. Far as girl names go something along the lines of Eowyn, who I would name after the most kick-ass female in literate and film. Lord of the Rings people! Or Elijah, I think Elijah would make an excellent girl’s name. Hey, Madison started out as a male name and look how popular it’s become with the naming of the opposite sex.

Gawd, I’m naming my children and I don’t even have a husband picked out. Hmmm...wonder if Hayden Christensen busy for the rest of his life? (laughs wickedly).

2003-04-18T22:01:00.000-07:00

Welcome to Emotional Display my own Blogging Wonderland. Hopefully I decide to keep this blog on the bases of a decent name. I have a dead blog titled Chocolate Sushi. One post only! Suddenly I'm choking on the title. I'm in the mood for something sugar-free. It sounds too Twinkie. The name too fake, too processed. Definitely not me. Maybe this one too cookie-cutter to. But Emotional Display fits me better. So I'll leave it at that. I still © Chocolate Sushi, the name of course, for the hell of it.

The whole point of this blog ( for those wondering) is do too the lack of social anything in my life. I’m a social hermit. Yeah, it makes me want to cry too. Actually the whole point of this blog is to have a blog\webpage that involves very little HTML skill on my part. Thank you blogger.com for saving my sanity.

Now I have some place to spread me around. There’s so much of me to go around it be a damn shame to keep me all to myself. So I’ll use this as my own soapbox and publishing company. Don’t be surprised if you see a poem, short stories, or something I can copyright. I just love that cute little copyright sign don’t you? © Isn’t it cute?

Come again, next time I’ll make cookies.